This past week has been hard.  Emotions.  Hormones.  Lack of sleep.  Learning to juggle three kids.  Whatever it is (probably all of these things), I feel like I'm kind of falling apart these past few days.  I'm crying about nothing and yelling at the kids about most things and irritated about everything.  But for the most part, I'm good at faking it so that nobody really knows how I feel.  But then tonight at the ward halloween party, a super good friend asks me how I'm doing, and just the very act of it being her that asked, my eyes immediately began to tear up.  Funny how that is.